I am pregnant.
I know it's still early days. They do the second test on Wednesday to see if my HCG numbers are increasing like they are supposed to. And after that it's a long, long, long road to giving birth to a healthy baby.
But, by God, I AM PREGNANT TODAY!!!!
Today is my day of jubilee!
Since Thursday I've been so down and convinced that my period was on its way. I had decided that this was going to be my last go round -- I simply didn't think I could face it again, even with a medicated cycle. You see, this cycle was so perfect. I thought that if I can't get pregnant on this "excellent" cycle with my "beautiful" follicle, it's just never going to happen.
Fuck me.
There's a living creature inside me today.
I am totally knocked up right now.
Please provide me with other ways to describe my current condition.
And thank you, everyone for helping me get this far.
M.
I know it's still early days. They do the second test on Wednesday to see if my HCG numbers are increasing like they are supposed to. And after that it's a long, long, long road to giving birth to a healthy baby.
But, by God, I AM PREGNANT TODAY!!!!
Today is my day of jubilee!
Since Thursday I've been so down and convinced that my period was on its way. I had decided that this was going to be my last go round -- I simply didn't think I could face it again, even with a medicated cycle. You see, this cycle was so perfect. I thought that if I can't get pregnant on this "excellent" cycle with my "beautiful" follicle, it's just never going to happen.
Fuck me.
There's a living creature inside me today.
I am totally knocked up right now.
Please provide me with other ways to describe my current condition.
And thank you, everyone for helping me get this far.
M.